it is always hard to accept someone's passing especially if the someone is really close to you. it's a stage in life. it's the finality of physical life. to me, leaving this world is always the best because we will be free from suffering and pain. free from hurt and harm.

i am not afraid of judgement day. bring it on! and i will finally join you in heaven, my lovely grandma. (:

I wish you would step back from that ledge my friend, 
You could cut ties with all the lies, 
That you've been living in, 
And if you do not want to see me again, 
I would understand. 
I would understand. 

The angry boy, 
A bit too insane, 
Icing over a secret pain 
You know you don't belong. 

You're the first to fight, 
You're way too loud, 
You're The flash of light, 
On a burial shroud, 
I know something's wrong 

Well everyone I know has got a reason, 
To say, 
Put the past away 

I wish you would step back from that ledge my friend, 
You could cut ties with all the lies, 
That you've been living in, 
And if you do not want to see me again, 
I would understand, 
I would understand. 

And well he's on the table, 
And he's gone to code, 
And I do not think anyone knows, 
What they are doing here, 

And your friends have left you, 
You've been dismissed. 
I never thought it would come to this, 
And I, I want you to know 

Everyone's got to face down the demons, 
Maybe today, 
We can put the past away.

I wish you would step back from that ledge my friend. 
You could cut ties with all the lies, 
That you've been living in, 
And if you do not want to see me again, 
I would understand, 
I would understand, 
I would understand... 

Can you put the past away? 

I wish you would step back from that ledge my friend, 
I would understand 


Jumper - Third Eye Blind

I may have a lame or unprecedented theory. But i believe ppl post photos of major events or significant ppl in their lives or interesting situations/events they've been to for everyone to see.
I've said n questioned abt photos with my presence. I dun see much of them.

Yet I was thrown with a qn "why does it have to be me who'll be posting the photos?! Why can't u??"

The thing is I don't have the photos. They not with me so how in the world am I supposed to be posting them?!?!

So I'm unreasonable n all. But I know I'm not.

Since there are so many photos of u with others at fantastic places all around the world n u prefer to show them than the ones with me, maybe u indeed are happier elsewhere, other than here with me.

Maybe life is just simply better without me.
Why do I see so many happy photos of others but not myself?

I can't believe it's 2-0!

Zero to me. Great.