Come up to meet you, tell you I’m sorry,
You don’t know how lovely you are.
I had to find you, tell you I need you,
Tell you I set you apart.
Tell me your secrets and ask me your questions,
Oh, lets go back to the start.
Running in circles, coming in tales,
Heads are a science apart.
Nobody said it was easy,
It's such a shame for us to part.
Nobody said it was easy,
No-one ever said it would be this hard,
Oh take me back to the start.
I was just guessing at numbers and figures,
Pulling your puzzles apart.
Questions of science, science and progress,
Do not speak as loud as my heart.
And tell me you love me, come back and haunt me,
Oh and I rush to the start.
Running in circles, chasing tails,
And coming back as we are.
Nobody said it was easy,
oh its such a shame for us to part.
Nobody said it was easy,
No-one ever said it would be so hard.
Im going back to the start.
Sunday, April 25, 2010
i believe there is indeed a heaven.
if the world is really coming to an end like you said in 2012, then let it.
please dont tell me you wish to save me from the end of the world and guarantee me a place in heaven by "passing the mark".
if you sincerely and genuinely want to save ALL humans, then you would not hesitate to tell me when this "passing the mark" will occur. you hesitated and told me that it's an opportunity for us to meet, to have you tell me this "news". it's god's will and if i do not "pass the mark" i would lose an opportunity that guarantees me a place in heaven.
crap can.. utterly crap..
heaven has no place for you if you are SO selfish! to only think of yourself and only for the people whom you think are close to you and NOT the rest of the humans. dont tell me that your sins will be washed away and all. if you do NOT think of humans as an entire entity and want to save all of us, then i'm sorry to say that even if you have "passed the mark" you will be denied entry to heaven for you have thought of noone but yourself.
i'm just really pissed with the nonsense some poeple can come up with about religions and how much misinterpretations they have about a religion yet claim to know so much about a religion.
i do not believe in such nonsense.
on a lighter note, i'm really surprised the uncle in the canteen actually remembered me after 3 months! he remembered me for the small girl whom wanted more rice. even before i told him i wanted to have more rice, he said "you, more rice right?" he didnt ask the ones before or after me, who happened to be my fellow guy colleagues, bigger in size and taller. naturally people will assume that they would require more rice than me. but i came to realise that, i had a mountain of rice as compared to them.
well, even the accountant remembered me but not the colleague who went for stock take at the end of march. we went for interim at december and now for finals. i thought all of them would not rememeber me!
she told me on a bus ride that i left an impression on them when i was there for interim. i was so smiley, so polite, such appetite. LOLs. she even offered me shelter under her umbrella when we got off the bus when it was pouring like mad.
such a hospitable darling.
if the world is really coming to an end like you said in 2012, then let it.
please dont tell me you wish to save me from the end of the world and guarantee me a place in heaven by "passing the mark".
if you sincerely and genuinely want to save ALL humans, then you would not hesitate to tell me when this "passing the mark" will occur. you hesitated and told me that it's an opportunity for us to meet, to have you tell me this "news". it's god's will and if i do not "pass the mark" i would lose an opportunity that guarantees me a place in heaven.
crap can.. utterly crap..
heaven has no place for you if you are SO selfish! to only think of yourself and only for the people whom you think are close to you and NOT the rest of the humans. dont tell me that your sins will be washed away and all. if you do NOT think of humans as an entire entity and want to save all of us, then i'm sorry to say that even if you have "passed the mark" you will be denied entry to heaven for you have thought of noone but yourself.
i'm just really pissed with the nonsense some poeple can come up with about religions and how much misinterpretations they have about a religion yet claim to know so much about a religion.
i do not believe in such nonsense.
on a lighter note, i'm really surprised the uncle in the canteen actually remembered me after 3 months! he remembered me for the small girl whom wanted more rice. even before i told him i wanted to have more rice, he said "you, more rice right?" he didnt ask the ones before or after me, who happened to be my fellow guy colleagues, bigger in size and taller. naturally people will assume that they would require more rice than me. but i came to realise that, i had a mountain of rice as compared to them.
well, even the accountant remembered me but not the colleague who went for stock take at the end of march. we went for interim at december and now for finals. i thought all of them would not rememeber me!
she told me on a bus ride that i left an impression on them when i was there for interim. i was so smiley, so polite, such appetite. LOLs. she even offered me shelter under her umbrella when we got off the bus when it was pouring like mad.
such a hospitable darling.
Friday, April 23, 2010
Spending all my time loving you
All my time loving you
Need a few more seconds in my day.
Spending all my time loving you
All my time loving you
Every minutes running away.
From when I wake up to when I lay down
All I got is you baby on my brain.
Spending all my time loving you
All my time loving you
25 hours in my day.
The clock ain't long enough on the wall
So I spend another minute with you
I'm not strong enough
That's why I fall
Every time that I'm looking at you
You got my attention
I forgot to mention
Youre the most beautiful girl I know
And I got no place to go.
Spending all my time loving you
All my time loving you
Need a few more seconds in my day.
Spending all my time loving you
All my time loving you
Every minutes running away.
From when I wake up to when I lay down
All I got is you baby on my brain.
Spending all my time loving you
All my time loving you
25 hours in my day.
I got everything
I got nothing if they take you away from you.
Im your medicine make you better when
All your hope starts running away
Baby this is your song no its not a slow song
Say anything just to make you smile
Baby wont you stay a while?
Spending all my time loving you
All my time loving you
Need a few more seconds in my day.
Spending all my time loving you
All my time loving you
Every minutes running away.
From when I wake up to when I lay down
All I got is you baby on my brain.
Spending all my time loving you
All my time loving you
25 hours in my day.
If you got somebody that you feel this way about
say oooh.
And if you got somebody that you cant live without
say oooh
and if you got somebody that you feel this way about
say oooh
and if you got somebody that you cant live without
say oooh
Spending all my time loving you
All my time loving you
Need a few more seconds in my day.
Spending all my time loving you
All my time loving you
Every minutes running away.
From when I wake up to when I lay down
All I got is you baby on my brain.
Spending all my time loving you
All my time loving you
25 hours in my day.
Spending all my time loving you
All my time loving you
Need a few more seconds in my day.
Spending all my time loving you
All my time loving you
Every minutes running away.
From when I wake up to when I lay down
All I got is you baby on my brain.
Spending all my time loving you
All my time loving you
25 hours in my day.
All my time loving you
Need a few more seconds in my day.
Spending all my time loving you
All my time loving you
Every minutes running away.
From when I wake up to when I lay down
All I got is you baby on my brain.
Spending all my time loving you
All my time loving you
25 hours in my day.
The clock ain't long enough on the wall
So I spend another minute with you
I'm not strong enough
That's why I fall
Every time that I'm looking at you
You got my attention
I forgot to mention
Youre the most beautiful girl I know
And I got no place to go.
Spending all my time loving you
All my time loving you
Need a few more seconds in my day.
Spending all my time loving you
All my time loving you
Every minutes running away.
From when I wake up to when I lay down
All I got is you baby on my brain.
Spending all my time loving you
All my time loving you
25 hours in my day.
I got everything
I got nothing if they take you away from you.
Im your medicine make you better when
All your hope starts running away
Baby this is your song no its not a slow song
Say anything just to make you smile
Baby wont you stay a while?
Spending all my time loving you
All my time loving you
Need a few more seconds in my day.
Spending all my time loving you
All my time loving you
Every minutes running away.
From when I wake up to when I lay down
All I got is you baby on my brain.
Spending all my time loving you
All my time loving you
25 hours in my day.
If you got somebody that you feel this way about
say oooh.
And if you got somebody that you cant live without
say oooh
and if you got somebody that you feel this way about
say oooh
and if you got somebody that you cant live without
say oooh
Spending all my time loving you
All my time loving you
Need a few more seconds in my day.
Spending all my time loving you
All my time loving you
Every minutes running away.
From when I wake up to when I lay down
All I got is you baby on my brain.
Spending all my time loving you
All my time loving you
25 hours in my day.
Spending all my time loving you
All my time loving you
Need a few more seconds in my day.
Spending all my time loving you
All my time loving you
Every minutes running away.
From when I wake up to when I lay down
All I got is you baby on my brain.
Spending all my time loving you
All my time loving you
25 hours in my day.
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
Friday, April 16, 2010
i saw a hearse enroute to the busstop in the morning.
i saw what we did previously and that others were doing it.
sending the deceased on their "last journey".
the immediate family of the deceased will place their hands on the hearse as the final goodbye.
it brought back many thoughts and all.
but yeahs.. nonetheless.. (:
i saw what we did previously and that others were doing it.
sending the deceased on their "last journey".
the immediate family of the deceased will place their hands on the hearse as the final goodbye.
it brought back many thoughts and all.
but yeahs.. nonetheless.. (:
Thursday, April 15, 2010
The city gates at twilight
And a red ship sinking
Behind winter's grey wall
Ice in the wind
But a fire in the embers
Of my heart
As darkness falls
In a candlelit room
Where your eyes are laughing
Smoking in the red chair
And nothing in the world
'cept the beating of my heart
Against the nerves of the air
And I know there's a light
At the end of the tunnel
'cause I taste it on your lips
And I feel a weight
That can bend me double
You lift it with your fingertips
So often it happens
That words prove useless
In the face of how it feels
So it is as the mystery of love
Keeps growing
The more my heart reveals
Temptations endless whispers
Try to keep it in perspective
So much to distract
Walking on a wire
While your juggling desire
It's all part of your balancing act
And it gets hard to know
Just what you believe
As the argument rages on
But for all of the talk
It's only true to say
That if you have no hope
There is none
A tangle of tongues
Flesh flowers and thistles
Of conscience, spittle and skin
We can't change the past
So we'll raise this cup to our lips
And drink it all in
And meantime back in civilisation
The rain is cold as steel
But the mystery of love
It just keep growing
The more my heart reveals
As sure as the rose
The bright day blooms
As surely still it fades
And the night kindles stars
On empty winds
And ghosts along the collonades
And slow but sure
The sands are falling
As the bridge burns
Beneath the wheel
And the mystery of love
It just keeps growing
The more my heart reveals
The more my heart reveals
And a red ship sinking
Behind winter's grey wall
Ice in the wind
But a fire in the embers
Of my heart
As darkness falls
In a candlelit room
Where your eyes are laughing
Smoking in the red chair
And nothing in the world
'cept the beating of my heart
Against the nerves of the air
And I know there's a light
At the end of the tunnel
'cause I taste it on your lips
And I feel a weight
That can bend me double
You lift it with your fingertips
So often it happens
That words prove useless
In the face of how it feels
So it is as the mystery of love
Keeps growing
The more my heart reveals
Temptations endless whispers
Try to keep it in perspective
So much to distract
Walking on a wire
While your juggling desire
It's all part of your balancing act
And it gets hard to know
Just what you believe
As the argument rages on
But for all of the talk
It's only true to say
That if you have no hope
There is none
A tangle of tongues
Flesh flowers and thistles
Of conscience, spittle and skin
We can't change the past
So we'll raise this cup to our lips
And drink it all in
And meantime back in civilisation
The rain is cold as steel
But the mystery of love
It just keep growing
The more my heart reveals
As sure as the rose
The bright day blooms
As surely still it fades
And the night kindles stars
On empty winds
And ghosts along the collonades
And slow but sure
The sands are falling
As the bridge burns
Beneath the wheel
And the mystery of love
It just keeps growing
The more my heart reveals
The more my heart reveals
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
How many things happen automatically every day?
The door opens and closes automatically, shifting gears in a car; a camera lens -- all of those are always positive things, but when the mechanical quality of the automatic meets human things like love, then suddenly it becomes extremely negative. Love has to be spontaneous and genuine, never automatic and cold. That's the theme that moves people.
The door opens and closes automatically, shifting gears in a car; a camera lens -- all of those are always positive things, but when the mechanical quality of the automatic meets human things like love, then suddenly it becomes extremely negative. Love has to be spontaneous and genuine, never automatic and cold. That's the theme that moves people.
Sunday, April 11, 2010
it's that time of the year again where the chinese will pay respect to their ancestors.
though i have been there every year, unless i cant make it due to exams or school, it feels SO different this year.
i never imagined i could not utter a single word in front of her. there was so much i wanted to say. there was just so much so so much. but.. all i could say was, i was glad to see her once again and take care, whereever she is.
everyone has their own way of having closures and moving on. i have accepted the fact that she is not longer with me but i just could not bring myself to say anything. i dont know why.
indeed it has been close to 2 years now but.. i just had tears welling and all when i started to talk. i just had to blink them away and utter those few words to her and we left.
till this very day, she has been my all and i'm really glad to have her to be there for me all these while.
like i said before. "when i lost her, i lost myself."
someone told me "when someone you love becomes a memory, the memory becomes a treasure." it's really kinda awesome. i didnt think i could even come up with something as such.
though i have been there every year, unless i cant make it due to exams or school, it feels SO different this year.
i never imagined i could not utter a single word in front of her. there was so much i wanted to say. there was just so much so so much. but.. all i could say was, i was glad to see her once again and take care, whereever she is.
everyone has their own way of having closures and moving on. i have accepted the fact that she is not longer with me but i just could not bring myself to say anything. i dont know why.
indeed it has been close to 2 years now but.. i just had tears welling and all when i started to talk. i just had to blink them away and utter those few words to her and we left.
till this very day, she has been my all and i'm really glad to have her to be there for me all these while.
like i said before. "when i lost her, i lost myself."
someone told me "when someone you love becomes a memory, the memory becomes a treasure." it's really kinda awesome. i didnt think i could even come up with something as such.
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
Shadows fill an empty heart
As love is fading,
From all the things that we are
But are not saying.
Can we see beyond the stars
And make it to the dawn?
Change the colors of the sky.
And open up to
The ways you made me feel alive,
The ways I loved you.
For all the things that never died,
To make it through the night,
Love will find you.
What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?
The sun is breaking in your eyes
To start a new day.
This broken heart can still survive
With a touch of your grace.
Shadows fade into the light.
I am by your side,
Where love will find you.
What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love, it never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?
Now that we're here,
Now that we've come this far,
Just hold on.
There is nothing to fear,
For I am right beside you.
For all my life,
I am yours.
What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?
As love is fading,
From all the things that we are
But are not saying.
Can we see beyond the stars
And make it to the dawn?
Change the colors of the sky.
And open up to
The ways you made me feel alive,
The ways I loved you.
For all the things that never died,
To make it through the night,
Love will find you.
What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?
The sun is breaking in your eyes
To start a new day.
This broken heart can still survive
With a touch of your grace.
Shadows fade into the light.
I am by your side,
Where love will find you.
What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love, it never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?
Now that we're here,
Now that we've come this far,
Just hold on.
There is nothing to fear,
For I am right beside you.
For all my life,
I am yours.
What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?
Sunday, April 4, 2010
Friday, April 2, 2010
Maybe I need some rehab, or maybe just need some sleep
I've got a sick obsession, I'm seeing it in my dreams
I'm looking down every alley, I'm making those desperate calls
I'm staying up all night hoping, Hit my head against the walls
What you've got boy is hard to find
Think about it all about it all the time
I'm all strung up my heart is fried
I just cant get you off my mind
Because your love, your love, your love, is my drug
Your love your love your love
I said your love, your love, your love, is my drug
Your love your love your love
Won't listen to any advice, mamma's telling me to think twice
But left to my own devices i'm addicted its a crisis!
My friends think I've gone crazy, my judgment is getting kinda hazy
My status is gonna be affected if I keep it up like a love sick crackhead
What you've got boy is hard to find
Think about it all about it all the time
I'm all strung up my heart is fried
I just cant get you off my mind
Because your love, your love, your love, is my drug
Your love your love your love
I said your love, your love, your love, is my drug
Your love your love your love
I don't care what people say
The rush is worth the price I pay
I get so high when you're with me
But crash and crave you when you are away
So I got a question;
Do you want to have a summer party in my basement?
Do I make your heart beat like a native drum?
Is my love, your drug?
your drug? Your drug? Your drug?
Is my love, your drug?
Because your love, your love, your love, is my drug
Your love your love your love
I said your love, your love, your love, is my drug
Your love your love your love
Heyyy heyyy you love, your love... is my drug
I've got a sick obsession, I'm seeing it in my dreams
I'm looking down every alley, I'm making those desperate calls
I'm staying up all night hoping, Hit my head against the walls
What you've got boy is hard to find
Think about it all about it all the time
I'm all strung up my heart is fried
I just cant get you off my mind
Because your love, your love, your love, is my drug
Your love your love your love
I said your love, your love, your love, is my drug
Your love your love your love
Won't listen to any advice, mamma's telling me to think twice
But left to my own devices i'm addicted its a crisis!
My friends think I've gone crazy, my judgment is getting kinda hazy
My status is gonna be affected if I keep it up like a love sick crackhead
What you've got boy is hard to find
Think about it all about it all the time
I'm all strung up my heart is fried
I just cant get you off my mind
Because your love, your love, your love, is my drug
Your love your love your love
I said your love, your love, your love, is my drug
Your love your love your love
I don't care what people say
The rush is worth the price I pay
I get so high when you're with me
But crash and crave you when you are away
So I got a question;
Do you want to have a summer party in my basement?
Do I make your heart beat like a native drum?
Is my love, your drug?
your drug? Your drug? Your drug?
Is my love, your drug?
Because your love, your love, your love, is my drug
Your love your love your love
I said your love, your love, your love, is my drug
Your love your love your love
Heyyy heyyy you love, your love... is my drug
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