I've got another confession to make


I'm your fool

Everyone's got their chains to break

Holdin' you



Were you born to resist or be abused?

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?



Are you gone and onto someone new?

I needed somewhere to hang my head

Without your noose

You gave me something that I didn't have

But had no use

I was too weak to give in

Too strong to lose

My heart is under arrest again

But I break loose

My head is giving me life or death

But I can't choose

I swear I'll never give in

I refuse



Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?

Has someone taken your faith?

Its real, the pain you feel

You trust, you must

Confess

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?

Oh...



Oh...Oh...Oh...Oh...



Has someone taken your faith?

Its real, the pain you feel

The life, the love you'd die to heal

The hope that starts the broken hearts

You trust, you must

Confess



Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?



I've got another confession my friend

I'm no fool

I'm getting tired of starting again

Somewhere new



Were you born to resist or be abused?

I swear I'll never give in

I refuse



Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?

Has someone taken your faith?

Its real, the pain you feel

You trust, you must

Confess

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
 
 
 
ZOMG!! i really love that song from the foo fighters.. the screaming omg.. simply awesome!! (:

We were strangers

Starting out on a journey
Never dreaming
What we'd have to go through
Now here we are
And I'm suddenly standing
At the beginning with you


No one told me
I was going to find you
Unexpected
What you did to my heart
When I lost hope
You were there to remind me
This is the start

And...

Life is a road
And I want to keep going
Love is a river
I wanna keep flowing
Life is a road
Now and forever
Wonderful journey


I'll be there
When the world stops turning
I'll be there
When the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you


We were strangers
On a crazy adventure
Never dreaming
How our dreams would come true
Now here we stand
Unafraid of the future
At the beginning with you


And...
Life is a road
And I want to keep going
Love is a river
I wanna keep flowing
Life is a road
Now and forever
Wonderful journey

I'll be there
When the world stops turning
I'll be there
When the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

I knew there was somebody somewhere
Like me alone in the dark
Now I know my dream will live on
I've been waiting so long
Nothing's gonna tear us apart

And...


Life is a road
And I want to keep going
Love is a river
I wanna keep flowing


Life is a road
Now and forever
Wonderful journey

I'll be there
When the world stops turning
I'll be there
When the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you


Life is a road and I wanna keep going
Love is a river I wanna keep going on....
Starting out on a journey
Life is a road and I wanna keep going
Love is river I wanna keep flowing
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you.


 
hmmms.. will my dad even bother to think or miss me? lols. wells. whether he bothers or not, it's not to my discretion.

in our lives, there will certainly be things that we will come to regret. i used to tell myself very naively when i was young that i will ensure that i will live with NO regrets. well... this is can never possible.

all i know is, i'm thankful for the people around me. i'm thankful for the people who have groomed me to be what i am today. to put me through decent education and good upbringing which in turn built my character. no matter how rotten my character may be, i'll try to be better with each day. my dream is not to have all the riches in the world nor the what have yous that people want. it is to help the ones in need. i hope to build a foundation to provide education for people in the third world. though maybe by then there may no longer be a third world, but i hope to let people who cannot afford education, to have some form of education. i dont mind giving free classes! (:

hahas.. well.. thats a faraway vision i have which... i hope.... to achieve.

else i just hope to have a peaceful life with someone by my side that could take my nonsense just like the way i could take his. i believe things can always be resolved no matter how hard or tough it is. so long as both are willing to work them out together. always bear in mind each others' presence, thoughts and feelings. NEVER to hide or lie in any circumstance. and no excuses as white lies. these are merely excuses.

dont find excuses for yourself and the things you didnt mean to say but said. cos sometimes it's too late as there will be no way around it. just... dont let things be too late and cause regrets.

yes.. i've been thinking about the things that are happening to the people around me. am i emo? maybe, maybe not.

life itself can be very simple if we allow it to be. please dont complicate the simple things in life. be true to one another. love the people around you genuinely. "show heart"..

like means like. dont like means dont like. it cannot be forced nor can it be lied about. please do not play on the feelings of the people around you. you'll hurt the ones who are true to you.
when stress comes unto me, i WILL think about alot of nonsense that may or may not concern me.

anyways, i will jiayous! (:


i'm thankful for you. i'm thankful to have you with me, to go through my ups and my downs even when it's just a teleconversation. i'm glad i asked what i asked on 25jan. i'm REALLY happy for the resounding yes you gave. you are truly worth the wall that i took down for you. i'm glad you never listened to your friends to not come to me. i'm glad you did. i really am. besides her, i think you are the next best thing that has ever happened. i cannot say how much but i really really really miss you. love you my dear honey munch~

I think you can do much better than me


After all the lies that I made you believe

Guilt kicks in and I start to see

The edge of the bed

Where your nightgown used to be

I told myself I won't miss you

But I remember

What it feels like beside you

I really miss your hair in my face

And the way your innocence tastes

And I think you should know this

You deserve much better than me



While looking through your old box of notes

I found those pictures I took

That you were looking for

If there's one memory I don't want to lose

That time at the mall

You and me in the dressing room

I told myself I won't miss you

But I remember

What it feels like beside you

I really miss your hair in my face

And the way your innocence tastes

And I think you should know this

You deserve much better than me



The bed I'm lying in is getting colder

Wish I never would've said it's over

And I can't pretend... I won't think about you when I'm older

Cause we never really had our closure

This can't be the end

I really miss your hair in my face

And the way your innocence tastes

And I think you should know this

You deserve much better than me

I really miss your hair in my face

And the way your innocence tastes

And I think you should know this

You deserve much better than me

(And I think you should know this)

(You deserve much better than me)

We were drawn from the weeds
We were brave like soldiers
Falling down under the pale moonlight
You were holding to me
Like a someone broken
And I couldn't tell you but I'm telling you now


Just let me hold you while you're falling apart
Just let me hold you and we'll both fall down


Fall on me
Tell me everything you want me to be
Forever with you forever in me
Ever the same


We would stand in the wind
We were free like water
Flowing down
Under the warmth of the sun
Now it's cold and we're scared
And we've both been shaken
Hey, look at us
Man, this doesn't need to be the end


Just let me hold you while you're falling apart
Just let me hold you and we'll both fall down


Fall on me tell me everything you want me to be
Forever with you
Forever in me
Ever the same
Call on me
I'll be there for you and you'll be there for me
Forever it's you
Forever in me
Ever the same


You may need me there
To carry all your weight
But you're no burden I assure
You tide me over
With a warmth I'll not forget
But I can only give you love


Fall on me tell me everything you want me to be
Forever with you
Forever in me
Ever the same
Call on me
I'll be there for you and you'll be there for me
Forever it's you
Forever in me
Ever the same


Forever with you
Forever in me
Ever the same(Ever the same)

cant be bothered

ooh.. alrighty first serious, serious post in a very long while.

i've been seeing too many many "can't be bothered" actions. i really cannot stand such attitudes. let me cite a few incidents.

first
i was on my way during rush hour to meet some friends for dinner in town. okays.. key words are rush hour. i was climbing this flight of stairs to get to the gantries. i was left with 6 to 7 steps before reaching the top. she could have just waited for me to finish before pushing her way through. the force of her push was really overwhelming.. seriously, if it wasnt for the person who was next to me who held onto me, i believe i would have definitely lost my footing and rolled backwards. she didnt bother apologising. yes, i agree people can be in a rush and forget about the situation and people around them. but this CANNOT be an excuse. if she could be more aware of her surroundings and said "excuse me" instead of barging her way through the crowd, i believe such nonsense would not have happened.

second
we should always let people alight and not block the exits to the train doors. this morning, rush hour yet again, 2 uncles who were most likely not as well educated as the other people who were dressed very professionally in the train, knew how to get out of the train so that the people on board could alight. the others who were dressed very professionally, sadly, did not even move an inch to allow others to alight! yeah, like that was how "well-educated" we are. so.. what is it again? "it's cant be bothered"

third
i was on my way home during rush hour, yet again, when i boarded the bus and sat near the exit door. so, in came the passengers filling the seats and what was left was room for standing. there was this senior lady who wobbled her way to somewhere near the exit door where i was at. NOONE bothered to give up their seat to her at all. with my heavy laptop, bags and all, gave up mine for her. she was really glad and thanked me again and again. i just couldnt believe people would not move their asses for someone who needs the seat more than they do! so.. what is it again? "it's cant be bothered".

i really cannot stand such attitudes. why is it so hard to love your fellow beings a little more, be aware of your surroundings more to help the others in need, be less self-centred and less "cant be bothered"? i really really cannot understand.

do people not realise that a simple form of care that comes genuinely from one's heart can go a very long way? it could change someone's life, it could make the world a better place, it could.. it could.. well.. the possiblilties are endless..

just.. try to genuinely show a little more care, and love a little more.




thanks for kicking me aside. i really felt how lousy it is to be human. really do NOT wish to be one any longer. not refering to anyone in particular. please do NOT think too much. i'm merely stating how i feel about the ways humans treat me and other humans in general. very disappointed in humans.

i hear you're taking the town again
havin' a good time with all your good time friends
i don't think that you think of me
you're on your own now, and i'm alone and free
i know that i should get on with my life
but a life lived without you could never be right
as long as the stars shine down from the heavens
long as the rivers run to the sea
i'll never get over you gettin' over me
i try to smile so the hurt won't show
tell everybody i was glad to see you go
but the tears just won't go away
loneliness found me, looks like it's here to stay
i know that i oughta find someone new
but all i find is myself always thinkin' of you
oh, no matter what i do
spending a lifetime to live through
i can't go on like this
i need your touch
you're the only one i've ever loved
i'll never get over you gettin' over
i'll never get over you gettin' over me

oh manns.. i really love this song. heard it recently again.. awesome voice she has (: