i was asked if the things i do in life are worth it.
the work i do, and the people around me.

there are many views in life on what each of us want to achieve and what each of us thinks makes an ideal other half.

i can see many of my friends who have other halves who are older and so called more established in life and their other halves have the capability to buy the more luxurious stuffs in life, have better spending power and both parties seem really happy and blissful.

is this what i want? to have a other half who could provide me with what i need/want entirely, to not struggle through fnancially so as to get what we want and need?

to go on weekend escapades at luxurious hotels, to have someone to fetch you after work in a luxury car, porsche, lambo, benz, bmw, audi? is this what i want?

is this how we measure love and life? is this how we measure our lifestyle, our man, ourselves?