butterfly kisses

There's two things I know for sure:
She was sent here from heaven and she's
daddy's little girl.
As I drop to my knees by her bed at night
She talks to Jesus and I close my eyes and
I thank god for all the joy in my life
Oh, but most of all
For butterfly kisses after bedtime prayer;
sticking little white flowers all up in her
hair; "Walk beside the pony, Daddy, it's my first ride."
"I know the cake looks funny, Daddy, but I sure tried."
In all that I've done wrong I know I must
have done something right to deserve a hug
every morning and butterfly kisses at night.

Sweet 16 today
She's looking like her mama a little more everyday
One part woman, the other part girl.
To perfume and make-up from ribbons and curls
Trying her wings out in a great big world.

But I remember
Butterfly kisses after bedtime prayer; sticking
little white flowers all up in her hair.
"You know how much I love you, Daddy, But if you
don't mind I'm only gonna kiss you on the cheek this time."
With all that I've done wrong I must have done
something right to deserve her love every morning
and butterfly kisses at night.

All the precious time
Like the wind, the years go by.
Precious butterfly.
Spread your wings and fly.

She'll change her name today.
She'll make a promise and I'll give her away.
Standing in the bride-room just staring at her.
She asked me what I'm thinking and I said "I'm not
sure-I just feel like I'm losing my baby girl."
She leaned over...gave me butterfly kisses with her mama there,
Sticking little white flowers all up in her hair
"Walk my down the aisle, Daddy-it's just about time."
"Does my wedding gown look pretty, Daddy? Daddy, don't cry!"

Oh, with all that I've done wrong I must have
done something right.
To deserve your love every morning and butterfly
kisses-I couldn't ask God for more, man this is what love is.

I know I gotta let her go, but I'll always remember
every hug in the morning and butterfly kisses.

i know i think alot n often think too much. but who wont?!

all i know is no matter what, u will always be my dearest and my gift from heaven. :D

Is this the moment where I look you in the eye?

Forgive my broken promise that you'll never see me cry
And everything, it will surely change even if I tell you I won't go away today
Will you think that you're all alone
When no one's there to hold your hand?
And all you know seems so far away and everything is temporary rest your head
I'm permanent

I know he's living in hell every single day
And so I ask oh god is there some way for me to take his place
And when they say it's all touch and go I wish I could make it go away
But still you say
Will you think that you're all alone when no one's there to hold your hand?
When all you know seems so far away and everything is temporary, rest your head
I'm permanent
I'm permanent

Is the moment where I look you in the eye?
Forgive my promise that you'll never see me cry


david cook - i'm permanent

Relationship cannot be felt as a burden. But if u are constantly worried and continue to be, then after some time, u'll feel insecure then u'll tell me I dun give u security. U'll progress from worrying to stress, affecting everything including me. Then u'll explode or u explode wat we built

i remembered the words above vividly. it is not a burden nor is it about me not having enough security from u. i am not worried.



of the exciting and happy moments you have, they are without me.

someone told me that having utmost trust, faith and believe is really important. alot of communication will be very important too.

i have lost all of that. i lost all of it to time. i no longer have much commmunication. maybe it is just me who do not understand. maybe i have simply failed to understand or refused to understand or have even misunderstood everything.

somehow i'm just really upset. you can spend hours out with others. like from 9am till 12mn. i dont even get to have that. all i get is phone calls that are only 5 mins long, just meals together, gifts.... even if i do get to have a day with you, all i get is you sleeping all day, waking only to eat. you would rather spend time and be happy elsewhere with others. if you really want so, then so be it. go with others. go to others. others are SO HAPPY to see you and be with you. they LOVE your company. constantly checking you out.

i no longer have anything. i have lost everything.

it is not whether you are worthy or not but it is about life being worthless. i'm tired. tired of life and all of the struggles it brings.

i feel horrible when i see taller and prettier girls standing so close taking photos with you. maybe i'm ultra paranoid. but... i'm only human. only another plain girl.

I know I can't take one more step towards you
Cause all that's waiting is regret
And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most

I learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

I learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul

So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are

And it took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back
You don't get to get me back

And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?


christina perry - jar of hearts

Things are different now. They will never be the same.

I no longer know whats happening.

What i used to have, i can no longer have now.

Life is always hard, for the belle of the boulevard.

If only we could have a break frm life. From all of life's atrocities.

Save me