someone once told me that i was a serial heartbreaker.

i didnt believe i was. she said i have an ability to make someone fall very hard for me and then i will choose to leave.

time and again i did. i did it without my knowledge. i didnt know i have actually done such stuffs till i look at my past msges and chat histories. this was when i realised i have left a trail of broken hearts. i blame it on my inability to give a direct no for an answer.

there are others whom i did give a direct no for an answer. they never came back as friends. in fact most of us stopped talking. i guess it was from such reactions that there after that i do not give a direct no for an answer. i would drop hints, thinking that they would be smart enough to gather the hints which were pretty obvious hints. but no! they didnt gather any. they grew more persistent till i stopped all form of contact with anyone except for girlfriends.

i did not want my life to be anymore complicated.

i sincerely apologise for the trail of broken hearts that i have left. i hope all of you will find peace, somehow, hopefully.

if i have daughters, i will tell them to give firm, direct rejections and not leave a trail of broken hearts. for my sons, enter into an r/s only when you are sure you will not break her heart.